Sunday, September 07, 2008
Happy 8weeks aniversary.
its my 8th wk at work.and im beginning to feel lost.no, not lost in my pile of work, though i cant see the bottom anymore.lost in reality, lost in hypocritism, lost in people,lost in principles,lost.i rem vividly that i chose HR cause it was sth which i noe i can do.it was sth which i will like doing.it was sth which enables me to meet people.it was sth that can strike a balance btw admin and communications.i rem that tinge of regret that i have when people ask me why not corp coms.i didnt write writing.never did.i didnt like the idea of writing for a living.i didnt like that kind life what i will be in.i didnt like doing the organising bit for full time.right this moment, i still like my job.i still enjoy it.i still have loads to learn.i still have the desire to work.i still feel lucky having nice colleagues.i just need to clear my head,endure 50days to the damn thing(perhaps it wun be so bad afterall),remind myself of the happy things in my life,then im good to focus.Reliance is the root to all evil.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:45 AM
