Tuesday, July 31, 2007
whines
im still sick!!!though i DUN look sick.but i am!!!and i dun want to be sick le=/its GO GREEN week for the next two weeks.cause Oweek's coming!!!GO GREEN GO!GO GREEN GO!GO GREEN GO!i know you dun trust me anymore.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:54 AM
Thursday, July 26, 2007
comfort zone or not?
?
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:21 PM
Tuesday, July 24, 2007
i dun like to be a puppet.
i tend to retaliate when faced with restrictions.yet i also succumb to pressure and do nothing.but its for sure that i'll keep thinking about it.sux.is it easy or difficult to get mc?i wanted 2 but i got 9 instead.hahaha.im sick.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:16 PM
Sunday, July 22, 2007
emo momo!
i got a fever,its hot,it can't be stop!i got a fever,its hot,it can't be stop!i got a front wuuu, back ahhh, can't be stop!i got a front wuuu, back ahhh, can't be stop!i got a fever.*faints*alright i did entertain the thought of being sick since i haben for quite some time...and can shou rite? but i realised i was wrong when i felt real terrible since i came back from chalet=/
i slept most of the time.
not forgetting waking up for duno how many times last night=/
so much for the
looonngg week that i've had?
but i finally ktved and cycled!!!
its 2weeks to sch reopens and i dun foresee myself doing any of them both again!=)
and i can't believe i atually stayed awake the WHOLE nite!
i felt super weird to be home last nite,
like doing NOTHING.
not somewhere out there or whatsoever.
its been a crazy week but at least i din regret it. i drank to my limit when i went dxo during soci camp with my og, but still wasnt drank.and im seriously SO NOT A CLUBBER!!!oh wells...
the past week just makes me think, once again...of stuff.
there're pple who call me laypheng.
and those who call me layz.
and of course lays(so mei pin=P)
but those who're generally knows me better call me layz.
yet im not really close to all who calls me layz.
i told some of my friends.
im quite sick of meeting new people.
cause i can have alot of friends.
but ultimately, i just need friends who will stay.
friends who dun just leave footprints behind.
friends who are by my side when i need them.
not only when they need me.
at this moment,
i feel vulnerable.
i read a senior's blog and felt so glad for her.
she achieved what she wanted, tried things which she wanted, and graduated with friends for life.
what about me?
i've only got ONE year left.
one freaking year.
my first year was dedicated to arts club. it was my life. my passion. my friends.
my second year went past in a blur from handing over, to losing touch with friends, going amore and going home faithfully after school.
its a vast contrast between them both.
what's gona happen to my third and last year?
i need more time.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:56 PM
Friday, July 13, 2007
my hands are coarse...
from washing wiping and all...=/i reallyreallyreally dun like to go sentosa play ball games.work's dull when there's no right combi.i wana eat crystal jade!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:06 AM
Wednesday, July 11, 2007
dig a hole and hide.
that's what i should do now.i only wana watch harry potter.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:50 PM
Saturday, July 07, 2007
transformers!
its GOOD!really!paid $9.50 for it and its definitely worth the money! though the story plot abit..haha...who wana watch harry potter 5 with me on 11th???=/almost everyday,i whld take out my organiser and plan.plan plan plan.its really time for me to stop planning.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:56 AM
Wednesday, July 04, 2007
procrastinated
well you can't blame me completely for taking so long to blog.it was madness after camp, concussed on Sat nite at 7pm knowing i hafta do morning shift on Sun...after work on Sun concussed again before 9pm..there goes my weekend!not to mention i have been doing night shifts for the past 2days, and the coming thursday!who do i always hafta do night shift!!!actually its not about the time of the shift,its about who you do the shift with!the newcomers are alright i guess, though i click real well with josephine!yay!and i miss working with the "old" pple...somehow i worked with this particular colleague of mine for morning shifts quite a few times,i love working with him cause he's employee-of-the-month material!he takes initiative in doing stuff, and there's mo qi btw us!it really makes working much easier despite being sei!knowing that you dun hafta "take the lead" in doing the work...and he said something which set me thinking alot for the past few days...we were discussing about this female customer who's real pretty!she's an ang moh, but not the typical blonde hair kind...she got black hair, sharp features(like duh), exotic...abit of latino feel!then he was commenting that latino pple are quite pretty too! but they're usually on a bigger side...whereas in Singapore, we're so accustomed to the Western culture that we can't accept it...he reminded me that i shldnt be like them.which i have been trying to achieve for a long time...cept that i din say that to him.i love my og!they're a really fun bunch of people who were so self sufficient that we councillors thought that we can go home and they will still survive and do really well!so proud of them!and of course, best og goes to us!=)wooooohoooo!but i must say that i am disappointed with quite a few things...i know alot of relevant people's reading this entry...even if not news will spread.but this is still my blog rite?ok la dun say anymore.and of course, i must mention that my og has a really powerful group of councillors!!!its quite magical too!!!people from different group, came together and we were great!there's people from sagira- me, jj(she's hardly ard=/)sashimi- me, qianfu, alisoncyclo- me, aarontila- me(i wanst ard most of the time last yr!), kenneth, jialin, alison, ting guangtailgate- me, qianfu, aaron, serene, zhiwei26th MC- me, peihong, eileen, reuben, jjguess the common fear among us councillors was that we wun be able to click.just look at the list.people from everywhere, anywhere!and im really glad that i had the chance to know eileen and reuben better=)beyond just gossiping with eileen about *erhemerhem*...beyond just rolling my eyes at reuben's lame and not-funny jokes.like i told them, the conversation that i had with them for the 5days in camp far exceeded any conversation i had with them during our MC year, in terms of quantity and quality!=)why did i cry?cause i missed you guys.cause i feel touched.cause i know that many freshies' lives will be changed, just like sagira's.cause its probably my last arts camp.cause things always change.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
3:19 PM
