Tuesday, January 31, 2006
gd things doesnt come...
after a LOONNG day...
the world came crashing on me... at 9.20pm...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:21 PM
Sunday, January 29, 2006
new discoveries~!
Discovery 1--> Couples nowdays still ahve those hp accessories thing that u hang on the hp? my 2 guy cousins for that hanging on their hpS...one of my cousin's "Kris love john"...
Discovery 2--> You can see how a guy's character like by seeing how he drives...and my cousin(female)'s bf is not definitely not a nice guy...
Discovery 3--> not really discovery, but realisation...CNY's so boring! hahaha
the irony is... i cant wait for school to start...diaOSsssssss
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:16 PM
Friday, January 27, 2006
Arts Bash1~!!!
*woohoo*!!! layZ had lotsa fun!!! hope those who went had lotsa fun too!!! layZ luv arts bash!!! looking forward to arts bash TWO!!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:34 PM
Tuesday, January 24, 2006
NBTD
Kindness
Kindness is most important in a boyfriend/girlfriend. You want someone who will go through everything with you - the best moments and the worst, and all of those other moments in between. You love to be able to say anything to your partner, and have them say anything to you. You are able to be extremely close with your partner for that reason.
 http://www.quizgalaxy.com
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♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:24 PM
must change..
i think i shld not be rash in blogging or posting any msg in future...
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what are you waiting for?..
i duno...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:57 PM
confused
isn't IT the way things should be?
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:16 AM
Sunday, January 22, 2006
IF...
If i were given a chance to choose again...i will STILL do it..._____________________________________________________
failed to dodge, more to do...
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*go go go go go!*
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:26 PM
Saturday, January 21, 2006
HO LEI AH!
its
not the absence of passion on our part...
its the absence of cooperation from people and poor comunication that created the same old vicious cycles...
its time for us all to talk...
we shall talk...
soon...
i hope...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:10 PM
Wednesday, January 18, 2006
things have changed...
someone told me this morning this : "layZ, you dun smile the way you used to anymore..."
this i agree...
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time check: 12.26am
1) just got a sms that im doing booth duty 10am-1pm tomorrow...
2) hafta agree to a favour to a friend even though tmr will be packed for me...
3) this person whom i hardly know ask me stupid questions...
4) brother's constant taunting...
what a wonderful night...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:32 AM
Saturday, January 14, 2006
suddent thought...
i wish i can take a ride on a cable car...:)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:19 PM
Friday, January 13, 2006
nonsense!
she say i can never stay out anymore...
she say that he cant sleep in peace if i stay out...
she say call him to drive me home if i have to stay out late...
NO WAY!!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:49 AM
Thursday, January 12, 2006
greatest obstacle..
as i ate my brunch, i nearly cried...
i felt bitter...that all the talk abt the difficulties that i may faced on the way to executing FOPs...was unfounded...the irony is, the greatest difficuly thus far, was not having the support of my family...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:54 AM
temporary blog...
yes...i seriously need to blog...but i cant do it in the pitas blog where that anoy will yak yak yak again...
my eyes are swollen...im mentally exhausted...
he said that i've been lidat for the past 5months...how can he think that arts camp, chalet, stayovers in sch, countdowns are all grouped together(-_-")...i cant blieve it, its been so long since i have this kinda agony,now its all coming back...im only at the FIRST week of school...i have many more weeks to go...many more ocassions that i'll need to stayover in sch...
he keep saying that he understand...but i seriously dun think so...he said that i always dun tell him wat im doing, but i say alr he dun understand!...he's so ego, keep trying to imply that its not that he wun understand, just that i din tel him...he tried to bian di my mum, claimed that mum wants me to quit(which could be wat mum's thinking, so that she wun get scolded by dad)BUT he's so nice that he refuse to do that...WTH...LIKE REAL...
he said i should tel wtv meeting that im at that i hafta leave at 11pm latest during every meeting...
he said that he'll fetch me no matter how late my meetings...
he said that i shld go work and earn money instead of doing all these stupid projects...
he said that he will drive his lorry to somewhere where my frens cant see if i feel pai seh to have a dad who drives lorry...
i never ever look down on the fact that he drives a lorry, he's the one who cant overcome himself...i never expect him to give me more money, he's the one who thinks that way...i never will wan him to coe fetch him, he'll just blame me for disrupting his slp, even if he doesnt, mum will blame me for depriving him of slp...
so bottom line, MY fault...
he went out after scolding me and while i was bathing...my mum hafta end my night by niao-ing me again, and said that im to blame that my dad cant slp when he still hafta work the next morning...
fell asleep...in tears...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:11 AM
