Tuesday, May 29, 2007
What is your dream?
Met up with my pri sch friend and this question was posed to me again...this one question that im supposed to answer since a year ago...=/I think im an escapist.ever since...a year ago.tsk tsk.the answer must be found.deadline: before school reopens!!!i realised that my answers are always MAYBE, DEPENDS.i need to start using I WANT, I KNOW, I AM SURE.*pulls hair*this holidays is totally different from what i used to have.firstly, dramatic. thanks to that stupid internship.secondly, slack. neither working nor involved in school stuff.thirdly, finally doing somthing which is not " I should"? im not working, can't find work, and the usual me is not like this? i remember starting work 4days after my O'levels. and worked for 5-6months straight. nuts? kind of. lastly, nothing. its plain nothing in my life now. everyday i'll either amore/read/watch video clips at home. that's all. its funny how much we FUN we said we're gona have when holidays. but when holidays come,everyone seems to disappear. speaking of which i miss you guys so much!the usual arts club pple. my dear babe who's CIP-ing in philippines. huiling who's interning at four seasons. jaywhy who's slogging her life off at attachment. chang nings who's eating mangoes in the land of smiles. lim jays whom i haben talked to for so long and prob will only talk after her 30/6. minmin who's carrying plates and cups in US. lesbo promoting in changi airport. hongs who's bathing "her" kids. wongs shaking her leg in director office. jono conferencing in KL(again!). ning who's shaking her shaker fries. princess who's secretly stalking me. and the guys...u all know who you are la. dun say too much wait bit will yaya papaya=pbottomline: everyone's busy! (except me)i think i lost the "niceness" in photos.i dun look nice in photos anymore.sobz.is it that age is catching up on me?SO FAST?i msut slow down my ageing.physically.and MENTALLY.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:30 PM
Saturday, May 26, 2007
my new eye candy...
Chad Michael Murray-Lucus Scott in One Tree Hill
♥ the world will turn WILD.
4:56 PM
Thursday, May 24, 2007
messed up.
forgot to send emails.dread checking emails.prefer not to be bothered by phonecalls.i duno what exactly to say!!!i need to...find a jobfind a direction in lifeslow down my "ageing" processgals' nite out was fun=)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:27 PM
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
ANGRY
LET ME TELL YOU.
DUN THINK YOU'RE A SO CALLED BIG COMPANY AND YOU CAN DO THIS KIDNA RUBBISH!
YOU ACTUALLY CALL YOURSELF A BIG COMPANY.
HA
LIKE REAL
OVER MY DEAD BODY!
I AM DISGUSTED BY YOU.
THE COMPANY.
THE SYSTEM.
EVERYTHING!
SING YOUR HEAD!
SING YOUR ASS!
YOU CAN SING ALL YOU WAN EAT SHIT AND DIE!!!!
A N G R Y!~!!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:26 AM
Friday, May 18, 2007
i wana be...
金顺
加油加油加油！！！
♥ the world will turn WILD.
5:25 PM
Monday, May 14, 2007
back...
yup back after a long weekend=)with news...im actually a asst pub director now.HAHA.anyways its quite a _____ elections.if u wan know more msn me!and i guess everyone's pretty much know abt my feelings towards I.and how fast things spread!i must learn to CONTROL and not reveal too much...in case someone controls me.anyway im doing the usual at work.if you know what i mean=)once im in, im out...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:04 AM
Friday, May 11, 2007
home sweet home=)
today is a special day.
today is a day of liberty.
today is a day of freedom.
today is... THE DAY!
hahahahhahaha
seriously, how can anyone stand that?
and im like hello, call yourself a crazy bunch of people...
nowadays ah, they really got their own definitions...
anyway im really sick,
i duno if its the office or the flu bug or just me,
i can't stop clearing my nose...
and its till the point when there's those yellowish kind so...
yup, save the details for next time in case anyone pukes...
but hey, though im sick,
im in much better mood!
than i've been since monday!!!
and i can't wait to embraceeeeeeeeeeeeeeee my long lost FREEDOM!
now i understand how usp felt when he was doing his internship...
alright, hong warned me...
i better dun say too much in case...
can i just say something about myself?
i feel so...not myself...
under those makeup, office wear, heels...
the person i was when im there...
do i really wana be that way?
i know what i want already.
i'm just too scared to acknowledge it.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:25 PM
Tuesday, May 08, 2007
2nd day of internship
1st day-
i was all nervous the night before internship...
super sleepy at 8plus cause i watched vcdS till 5am the previous nite/morning.
but i wnated to slp later so that i wun wake up in the middle of the nite...
so off i went to check email,
the manager will be away for meeting on mon morning.
the admin person got some health checkup.
so i only need to report at 9.30am!
like YAY!
but guess what, i woke up at 3am not able to slp anymore.
it was a TORTURE tossing and turning till 7plus before i make my way to work...
basically SIAN.
nothing to do.
yet.
was told that the IPTV thing is gona be postponed.
so im supposed to help out with some DATA MIGRATION thing from the old Singtel portal to the new one.
great.
day 2-
NOW.
9.02am.
no one in office yet.
except me.
(-_-")
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:52 AM
Sunday, May 06, 2007
need to.
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♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:00 PM
not ready.
=/
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:55 AM
Friday, May 04, 2007
Things to be grateful for.
Exams are over.Great friends to hangout till 4am.I can actually keep myself awake till 4am.3days to enjoy before internship.I have an internship.My period is here.I keep LS-ing.My friends find me a source of entertainment.=)*This list is non-exhausive*
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:28 AM
Chad Michael Murray