Saturday, August 26, 2006
haps . cui . chill
can you believe it?
i still find it hard to...
MY bash actually took place 2nights ago!
YES...MY bash...ARTS BASH II...
the one that's called LUST MAN STANDING...
the one that had a pageant...
the one that was held in MOS...
yes, that's MY bash...
and im the proud PD of that bash:)
as i recalled what happened the last 2weeks of my life,
im amazed at how much ahve happened in mere two weeks...
i moved into hall...
i moved outta hall...
i paid for a real experience experience staying in hall...
i slpt lesser and lesser hours as each day passed by...
i realised my brain functioned slower and slower with each day...
i attended 2 out of 10 lectures...
i went for the CBLC interview and got in...
i see that my bank account drop from a 4digit to a LOW 3digit...
i experience FEAR EXCITMENT and TIREDNESS most of the time...
FEAR-- fear that bash2 will turn out real cui
fear that i wun be able to catch up with school
fear that ticket sales will be bad
fear that i wun have the energy to carry on
fear that i'll fall into the same traps again
fear that i will have little money left
EXCITMENT- for moving into hall
for anticipating things to happen
for the pageant contestants
for bash 2
TIREDNESS- not enought slp wat! haha...
okie im syndroming...i duno what im talking about now...haha...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:59 PM
Wednesday, August 23, 2006
p i a n g
*pppp iiii aaaa nnnn gggg*there it goes...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:23 AM
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
blogging in hall
im dying to get home to bring stuff over but i dun have the time tooim dying to run straight to my mum and hug her real tightim dying for things to become right im dying to start earning moneyim dying to jian feiim dying to sleep
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:39 AM
Sunday, August 06, 2006
the reality
its disheartening to know that SUCH pple are around you...but i guess we all gotta live with it... as the COMPLAIN QUEEN to many, i shall bitch abt those pple internally and to myself cause its simply not safe anymore...
"i also think that im far away now...sometimes i cant feel myself too...we see each other almost everyday but we hardly talked cause we're both busy...in any case, let me tell you that i really miss you! i hope that i dun lose myself at the end of everything and pls grab hold of me...blimeys:)"
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:18 PM
