Saturday, April 28, 2007
The Reason.
ok this is IMPORTANT!should I...1) Trim my hair2) Soft rebound my hair3) Do nothing to itAND a) Dye it blackb) Dye it dark brownc) Dye it some other colour. (Pls specify)d) Don't dye!you can choose like 1a, 12b or something lidat!MAke your choice in my tagboard!*woohoo*!!!Came to a realisation.Somehow I just can't rely on you. There was always one there.And it dampens my spirits knowing we'll have company.Dunch you know that you can't have the best of both worlds?Actually you could.But sometimes i just dun feel like being one.Like now.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
11:49 PM
Friday, April 27, 2007
happy again=)...not so.
after my horriterrible paper ytd,i only left ONE paper! *woohoo*!i've got from now till next thur 5pm to study.this time, i'll make sure i REALLY study.its funny that im not in a hurry for exams to finish this time.probably cause i already feel as if all my papers are over=)i got real excited when i went window shopping just now!and this is the fist time that i am geniuely excited abt my internship.cause that means i can buy new clothes!i saw very pretty and girly but not too OL clothes at BYSI leh!but im gona source around for other nicer and cheaper ones...i just read a book.its damn boring and draggy.but there're wise stuff in there.stuff that i can identify with.that's probably what's been happening to me.i dun understand how can a 50yr old man pee all over the floor.tis damn disgusting to step onto the pee.especially when you wake up in the middle of the night to ease yourself, and step on it unknowingly cause you sleepy.what is wrong with him man.one day im gona tell himif he continues to pee lidathe can forget about visiting me in my house next time.i dun fancy anyone who can control his pee.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:35 PM
Monday, April 23, 2007
karma.
yes i believe in karma=/and now its my turn to be afraid of checking my gmail.i miss you you you you and youS!=)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:11 PM
Sunday, April 22, 2007
stop thinking.
"The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything; they just make the most of everything that comes along their way."Yup I decided to take up SINGTEL. I just can't imagine Ms Liew's reaction if I say I wana turn down Singtel. Its not easy choosing something you prefer over something more useful. Cause the reality is, that's how it all works. And Im just not a firm and decisive person. I think im a good actor. Easily manipulated. Actually its only 2months. So whatever. Apart from shopping don't think le.When one's desperate, he/she will start believeing in all sorts of nonsense. Like wearing a pinky ring to bi xiao ren", hanging some keychain with some charms, going some fengshui shop to suan shen chen ba zi and get even more charms, reading horoscope and observing the lucky colour thing.I can't believe that the feeling was so strong last night. Oh and impression management really counts. It enables you to get internship without going for interview. It makes people vote for you. It leads strangers to friendster message you. It allows yourself to present the best of you. But the thing is, it gives people false impressions. I heard that. You didn't think that I heard that dunch you. But its ok, surprisingly it doesn't hurt that much anymore.Yah I agree with szeling that I can identify with the show "200pounds beauty"! But I din cry lay. I did when I watch Freedom Writers though. I remember the times when I was really motivated. When I was young. Yet this kinda feeling seems kinda foregin to me now. I know that I only want a simple life in future. I just want a job which gives me minimal stress, a boyfriend who loves me the way I am and gives me security, a healthy mind and body, the time and money to travel, ample meetups with pri sec uni ncc friends+maly(she's my only jc friend!) and my family to be happy. That's all. Ok abit too idealistic. haha.This is the first time after so long that I'm so direct in my entry=)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:41 PM
Friday, April 20, 2007
help!
i think im probably one of the most indecisive person.i really wondered how i did all my arts club stuff last time...maybe i was somewhat lidat since last time!YES CANT DECIDE!i really got OL look meh?THATS LIKE HOW SAD!anyway i jolly well know that no matter which i choose,i will regret.im just that sort of person.alw look back.and i winced at the thought of those regrets.cui.i think apart from being bu zhen zuo cause im not studying.im also bu zhen zuo cause i linger on the hope that i can take leave to go arts camp.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:24 PM
i dun like to decide.
I got a call=)and it actually perks me up=)make me a teeny weeny bit more zhen zuo to study=)I got an offer from Singtel for internship! I was really shocked as I've not heard from the person for nearly a week? When I just called to ask about the job scope. I thought they don't want to hire me so simple too lazy to reply. But surprise surprise, the HR person called me just now to clear all my queries! And the offer's not bad! I"ll be attached to the Content Acquisition and Marketing department, where I will be involved in pre-roadshows/marketing campaigns, the content for any forms of media and sad to say, cannot escape from data-entry(actually im quite ok with it, dun diaos!)...It'll be a Mon-Thur 8.30am-6, Fri 8.30am-5.30pm, $800monthly! She say there wun be any OT but if got she will pay me!!! but i think i quite stupid, cause when she ask me if i got other offers, i said yes and stupidly tell her how much mediacorp's paying me. DUMB. yes i noe. anyways, yup in terms of pay OF COURSE i prefer Singtel! $800 leh! first time i hear got so high wan!the thing is ignoring the pay and working hours, both are still good. the mediacorp one will provide me with production related experience, which cant be found elsewhere. for the singtel wan, the title of content acqusition and marketing is relevant to alot of jobs. both are exciting. but both have different job prospects.it boils down to what i wana do in future?i duno..i wish i know.SO HOWS??!? which to do! I CANT DECIDE!!!and i really think NM dept rox!!! got which dept help their students find intern wan? they took the effort to interview, consolidate preferences and FIND COMPANIES to let us intern!!! CNM DEPT TOTALLY RULEZ!!!=)=)=) and noe what, they tell the companies that its STANDARD to give $800 for internship pay! like so so so zai rite!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:15 PM
Wednesday, April 18, 2007
CRISIS
all along i tot my paper's on 26th and 27th.BUT i just checked the exam directory...mine's on 25th and 26th!CRISIS!!!8 days to exams!!!meaning 7 days to study only!PANIC!CRISIS!STRESSED!*pulls all my hair!!!!*
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:55 AM
the end has come.
after struggling for so long..I FINALLY FINISH MY PORTFOLIO!!!meaning all my deadlines!!!WOOOHOOO!!!though its 2days later than my original plan=/means 2lesser days to study..its the exam period again...*pulls hair*i hate those nothing to do,except to study-not being able to meet frens to hangout-eat rubbish while studying/rotting at home-go exercise oso will guilt- TIMES...and guess what, its 16days to end of exams!!!*pulls even more hair*bday ceb on sat nite was great!=)
so was the one on mon!=)
Meet the Robinsons's cool too!=)
mustmustmust watch!!!i so wana go out!!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:55 AM
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
morning!
im back to those pre-exam-waking-up early times.i usually wake up ay 7plus nowadays,unable to go back to sleep=/plus i sleepa t 12plus1plus nowadays(which is quite late!)so i dun even get 8hrs' of sleep.*BADBABY*somebody save me!!!and i totally hate this pre-exam period.you're like obliged to study.and do nothing else.NOTHING.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:51 AM
Monday, April 02, 2007
what is your philosophy in life?
that was the question posted to us during class today.there were several people who could ans right away.i was kinda taken aback,i sat there,not knowing what to say,and amazed at how people can answer it.i need to find my answer soon.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
8:39 PM
Sunday, April 01, 2007
extraordinary memories.
The League of the Extraordinary Man.I remember watching it when I was in J2.Watching it again just now really brought back extraordinary memories=/the sweet feeling of love.being in love.and being loved.tv drama rox!!!=)=)=)readings are meant to be read.soon.haha.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:42 PM
