Friday, June 16, 2006
an unexpected shopping trip
was supposed to dye hair ytd but due to some minor issues, chldnt do it...alright, i was a teeny weeny bit disappointed but i guess the shoping spree cheered me up!:)haha..actually i din spend ALOT,at least not entirely on myself!cause i bought perfume for my dad! yes it my DAD...he's been nice to me! apart from the fact that he probabaly spend alot betting on WC,stupid WC!!!:(so ya, decided to give him something nice for father's day...and the best thing is i managed to settle some stuff which i've been wanting to...so its a blessing in disguise:)i chldnt explain why but i was really tired yesterday..i wonder if its bcause i woke up at 8am? or...but anyway, i was like totally SEI while doing the arts spirits...its not that kind of sleepy tired, but tired tired..." sometimes i feel real pai sei to ask you out, cause i'm like so predictable u noe, i will always say im free til this time cause i have something else after that or what...haha...else i will be thinking when to ask you out, but again scared that something might just pop out and i'll hafta disappoint you again...i know u're always telling me that its ok...next time...but you're human afterall, I know you do feel upset...if i were you i would probably have flare up or something, but you never show your anger to me:) i also felt that something was wrong when our friendship becomes onloy about updating each other le...and you noe what, you really shocked me when you ask me if i'll re-run, iwas like thinking how can anyone tolerate her best friend spending another one year mostly absebt in her life? i guess only you will say this kind of things to me...cause you're YOU:) really, pls bear with me..."
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:03 AM
Thursday, June 15, 2006
..................
i actually felt overwhelmed when i send out those smsES to my frens whom i've neglected all these while...and fought back those tears...i guess those smsES are insufficient to redeem myself...much as i din want things to turn out this way, it already did...i'll be lying if i say i feel nothing when i heard "i've lost you...""no, you've not lost me...but i can feel that i've already lost you..."
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:01 AM
Wednesday, June 14, 2006
A . D
sometimes i really wish that there's someone i can run to, get a hug and reassure me that everything's gona be fine...
it sux to hafta wait and wait and wait...
and after waiting for some time,
continue waiting...
what's the point of going for meetings anymore?
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:36 AM
Wednesday, June 07, 2006
I LOVE SDU!
what can i say?SDU is f-i-n-e FINE,down the L-I-N-E LINE,so we L-O-V-E LOVE it all the T-I-M-E TIME! yay!!!!!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:59 AM
pre camp:)
pre camp's over just like that! haha...i mean there were like so many stuff to settle before that, but before we noe it, its over...thanks to EVERYONE who've helped and contributed in one way or another! i REALLY REALLY appreciate all our help!!!
and to jingyi+jj+honghong+minmin+ty:so sorry that we're all not in blue house anymore...jy sorry for such a lousy og allocation for u, i noe u're always accommodating to me and wun show any unhappiness to me...minmin for not being there most of the time during precamp...jj for putting u alone in a new house...honghong i read ur blog entry, i felt the same way as you too...i think most of all love the blue hse we had last yr, even though it wasnt exactly a strong house or whatsoever, but we had the nicest hse ICs and OGLs and councillors who've truly made us feel at home in this whole new environment...i always think that i am fortunate and blessed to have been in blue house and in sagira...if not my uni life whld probably have been anyother letdown...look on the positive side! im so excited for blue house cause i think its coming up strong(no offense to the other houses) this time round and i noe the blue house lao laoS(gina michele hock leon swi weiliang) and the lao laoS-to-be(ben khid carol bingjie kay tommy) will bring blue house to greater heights!:) i was really touched when i read haijie's sms, to noe that haijie's proud of haidaiS from being freshies to being o-comm and running the camp now...:) and jono for always encouraging us...:)just a final apology to those who've felt alot for your house but not in the same house anymore!!! sorry!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:31 AM
Sunday, June 04, 2006
parenting
when i become a mother next time...IF i become one...and no, pls stop those bullshit that i confirm will get married and give birth...cause it irritates me to hear those...especially from certain pple...but in any case i must remember...or somebody pls remind me...not to keep pressing my children to tell me he/she got a gf/bf...cause it will irritate my children,especially when he/she got alot of stuff to do...and it will make him/her not wana share anything with me anymore...but in any case, my answer's NO.and stop asking.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:43 PM
its nothing personal...its all about business...
Go ahead, be a dictator.
There are times to be democratic and times to be dictatorial.
To be a good leader, you need to be prepared to take on both roles.
Roll right over negative people.
When people stand in your way, you need to go over, under,
or around them - whatever it takes.
Go ahead and shoot for the stars.
You can't always get what you want, but if you try sometime,
you just might find, you get what you need.
Don't be afraid to aim high.
Be kind, but thorough.
You need that kind of balance to achieve success.
Don't let people waste your time.
To manage every detail of that meeting so you get the results
you wants and prevent others from squandering your team's time.
Its all about control.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:04 AM
Thursday, June 01, 2006
perhaps perhaps perhaps
the days of travelling to changi airport early in the morning to do nothing are over!yay!:)and that calls for a celebration!which is not zuok but SHE'S THE MAN!and guess what, i reached home at 2am, not miuh difference from going zuok...haha...and bobs, face it!it is YOU who want me to go out with you guys:Phaha...*wondered. wonder. wondering. wonderful?tried. try. trying.*are you ready?to go POOF!and appear in front of all...and admist all the drama,i will emerge as the LUST MAN STANDING...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:37 AM
