Sunday, May 28, 2006
disgusted
im simply disgusted that you can actually be like that.no shame at all.no sense of remorse from you.i may not be smart and my CAP's low,at least i have the dignity and integrity to say how i feel.at least i am accountable to things that i've committed to.at least i feel ashamed for the things that i did not do well.what about you?you're nothing but a backstabber.nothing.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:52 PM
Monday, May 22, 2006
new layout:)
despite the the threatening dark rings,
the not-so-appealing proposal due,
the much anticipated bash meeting tmr,
and the quite-daily meeting tmr,
i've changed my blogskin:)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:43 PM
things happen...
but not to everyone...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:40 AM
Wednesday, May 17, 2006
what shall i trade her for?
my besy friend is evil.
she instigated me to eat SAKAE SUSHI( my first time!!! finally!haha)... she is trying to make me fat by giving me THOSE stuff...that's a whole lot of sugar!!! (the jellybeans are real yummy!yay!)
and she forced me to buy that pair of scandals!!! (looks like the real one rite? haha...looks good rite!:P)well, i retaliated by filling her in with the boring details of my life, my grumbles and whinings... my not-so-funny niao-ingS...and of course, the lousy attempt to narrate the novel that i've read recently(all the black and the white)... haha...so, i've decided to trade her away!
but what can i trade her for?...
hmmmmS.....
NOTHING.
cause there's nothing in this world that's as wonderful as her.
luv ya babe!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
6:22 PM
its coming...
when you feel as though tears are coming and you struggle to force them back...you know its coming...*jie mei men!!! jia you!!!*
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:33 AM
Friday, May 12, 2006
after 4days...
back to reality!i despise people who induldges in his/her own world...wake up!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
1:53 AM
Friday, May 05, 2006
satisfied..as of now^_^
life's good...=)finally settled all the stuff yesterday...like FINALLY...after all the late night sleepings, reservations...msn-ing...asking around...haha...i think i spent more time on this than on studying!=( but yah,its over(exams), its settled, so life's GOOD!=)=)=) though i still cant get over the shock that to see that there's only $1++ in my account...*faints*
going out(FINALLY!!! i actually went home after my last paper!!! and stayed at home the whole day yesterday!) with my fave pple later...*GRINZ* its been so long man! i think arts camp and soci camp did leave many happy memories for us...there's just this special connection among us all...its like you can even tell a guy that you miss him, not in a romantically way, but because he's your og mate whom you really missed hanging out with...somebody go and organise og outing and ktv before jono complains again! and everyone starts pointing finger at me...blahs...haha...come to think of it, i remember hearing from seniors, friends and just random people that friendships in uni are hardly friendships...you stop making friends in JC...you can hardly find sincere friends in uni...your friends might not "follow" you throughout your uni life...and from what i've seen, some of the statements are really evident(sounds so essay like!)...but then again, i feel that things are better left unsaid and it'll be good to view things in a positive way...of course there was this sense of loss when school just started and everyone just became busy with their own stuff- halls, arts club, own grp of friends...but i guess with loss came a waking call, to remind us that we shld really cherish the friends we've had and especially my og people=) i can't deny that i feel closer to my arts camp og, afterall, i always say that i am so fortunate to have such nice og mates, OGL and councillors to start my uni life! i can't say im close to EVERYONE of them but they're all special to me in one way or another...and of course, my O week OG! frankly speaking, i tend to feel distant from them, cause we shared different roles in oweek, and i hardly go out with them...but they are still ever so nice to me! im sure they were doing all the welfare stuff for my sake...untili also paiseh to ask them to do anything le!haha...and of course, i love them all too!=)=)=) so yes, im a lucky girl=)=)=) that explains my LONG list of people-to-meet...haha
and of course, my other grp of special pple...i'll be out on a MISSION tmr...haha...zhen, make sure you do the spying job well!!! ROGER ROGER! and it just so happen that i've already got plans today,and i thought we were gona meet yesterday...haha...sometimes i really think that we're really not fated to meet...hopefully tmr will make up for it, not everything i know, it takes time...but at least its a beginning=)=)=) thigns are not the same, the original 5-pple clique's now a 3-pple one, and im such an inactive "member"...haha...life's good=)...enjoy it while you can!
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:49 AM
Thursday, May 04, 2006
faints
im gona get heart attack soon.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:51 AM
Wednesday, May 03, 2006
-no life-
im sure honghong will be very hapy to read this...cause there is actually a person who had lunch in SCHOOL and heads HOME, after her last paper...haha...im quite amazed by myself too...haha..*faints*oh wells...just got nowhere in particular to go...and im so so so tired! i chldt slp last nite! despite the fact that i was veyr tired...so i just laid on bed,with my eyes closed,almost the whole nite...cant decide to go mambo or not tonight...surely sei very early given my "condition" now...but i wanna go and see lay! i never go before...haha...
im very excited abt next week:) cant wait! everyday i will just think about it...haha...but you guys dun just let me do everyth lay! somebody go chk out the insurance! somebody plan where to shop! haha...
other than this...i dun actually look forward to anything major yet...perhaps just meeting up with some of the friends that i really haben seen for a LONG time! yet a part of me is not feeling good...cause i can foresee all the clashing of meetings gatherings all over again...its not just between work and friends, but among different groups of friends too...and some times its just right after a meeting or camp,and you're really tired but you cant dun go cause im always the one who missed all these gatherings...so...ya...and the thought that i will be mentally financially challenged (not to forget time,but there's no such thing as timelly,haha) for the next few months, and the vicious cycle will start all over again...
nahs, not trying to be negative, just concerns...and different people think of different things what...oh, i dun like people to ask me if im alright when i definitely will say im alright unless im really down or its my good friends who asked me...or when i just choose to let that particular person know about something...so if i dun give GOOD answers,wells, i have the right to choose not to tell everyone everything.that's it. fullstop.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:38 PM
Monday, May 01, 2006
Backstreet Boys- Memories
MemoriesMemoriesThe love I left behindThe love I left behindI still think about itI still think about it all the timeAll the timeNothing stays the sameMaybe I'm to blameNothing stays the sameOh I, I'd do it all againMaybe I'm to blameOh IThrough these eyesI'd do it all againI've seen a thousand liesAnd it's taken years to realizeThrough these eyesThat nothing stays the sameI've seen a thousand liesAnd no one is to blameAnd it's taken yearsBut I, I'd do it all againTo realize
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:47 PM
and of course, my other grp of special pple...i'll be out on a MISSION tmr...haha...zhen, make sure you do the spying job well!!! ROGER ROGER! and it just so happen that i've already got plans today,and i thought we were gona meet yesterday...haha...sometimes i really think that we're really not fated to meet...hopefully tmr will make up for it, not everything i know, it takes time...but at least its a beginning=)=)=) thigns are not the same, the original 5-pple clique's now a 3-pple one, and im such an inactive "member"...haha...