Sunday, July 30, 2006
this song is so me?
五月天-倔强
当我和世界不一样那就让我不一样
坚持对我来说就是以刚克刚
我如果对自己不行如果对自己说谎
即使你不原谅我也不能原谅
最美的愿望一定最疯狂
我就是我自己的神在我活的地方
我和我最后的倔强握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂就这一次我和我的倔强
对爱我的人别紧张我的固执很善良
我的手越肮脏眼神越是发光
你不在乎我的过往看到了我的翅膀
你说被火烧过才能出现凤凰
逆风的方向更适合飞翔
我不怕千万人阻挡只怕自己投降
我和我最后的倔强握紧双手绝对不放
下一站是不是天堂就算失望不能绝望
我和我骄傲的倔强我在风中大声的唱
这一次为自己疯狂就这一次我和我的倔强
就这一次让我大声唱 lalalala...
就算失望不能绝望... lalalalala...
就这一次我和我的倔强
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blimeys say this song is very me...?huh? haha...maybe used to be a large part but not alot now la...but anyway this song sounds zhuai leh! will TRY to do my hw later blimeys!:) bash ii tickets are out pple!!! pls support me and come down for the bash! its an event u dun wanan miss man!:)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:48 PM
Friday, July 28, 2006
S C R E W E D
things' been getting from bad to worse...
and admist all these, its all about keeping saint and sticking to your own principles...
it ain't gona be easy,nobody said its gona be anyway...
its now to the extent that you hafta be cautious to each and everyone...
cause...
YOU NEVER KNOW...
so please stand by me, i really need you and dun wish to lose you...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
7:54 PM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
hahahahahahahhahahaha...
WHAT A JOKE...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:13 AM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
i may be tired and everything...
but guess what peeps?
you guys made me moved on...
*looking forward to many things!*
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:57 AM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
old friends...new friends...
everything you lose something,
you gain something too...
thanks peeps:)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:58 AM
Friday, July 14, 2006
sociophobic!!!
yes i am sociophobic...but yet at the same time i love IT!!! soci camp's GREAT! im missing it already!!!after such a wonderful camp, things gotta turn out this way...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:21 AM
Monday, July 10, 2006
reasons...
1) that is not a a reason, its an excuse.
2) can you tell me the reason?
3) no one understands the reaons behind it...(u're right)
4) your reason sux.
5) is that THE reason?
6) the real reason? ...its you.7) can't you come up with a better reason?...8) yes i know, that's not a good reason...9) there's no reason at all...10) perhaps you can tell me the reason...?
♥ the world will turn WILD.
10:06 AM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
POOF! its over...
yup...the title explains how im feeling right now...still in a daze and cant believe that its really over...its the same kind of feeling that blimey and i had right from the beginning..."eh, the DAY 1 of arts camp leh!!!"..."blimeys, its end of arts camp already!!!"...its kinda scary though, cause things ARE happening around you, but you feel as if everything is so unreal...i didnt know how stressed or affected i was by it, until i look back and realised HOW AWFUL my pimple outbreak was...haha...and i look at the stuff that i bought in desperation to fight the outbreak, cant help but laugh...oh, its like those beauty salon commercial, BEFORE and AFTER...i still got this BIG UGLY PIMPLE scar on my nose and BIG UGLY LIP SORE scar but oh wells...at least i look less monster-like...talked to blimeys awhile after dinner on fri night...its amazing to discover that we've been each crying everyday except for one day...which i bet no one knows all!:P and out of the 4times that i've cried, once was when i felt alone and helpless, but the other3 were more of regrets and guilts... i chldnt answer when hai jie told me that she misses the hai dais...i chldnt do anything when i see ty looking sian...i chldnt go to minmin and tell her that i will stick to our og for the whole camp...cause above all these, i chldnt say no to doing my job, to helping others in their job and just taking a back seat in all those og bonding and stuff...i actually started all the crying shit on the last day, haha...as i watched the videos, any thoughts just came running through my mind...i guess im just someone who cant separate work from personal feelings completely, and in fact even when i spend most of my time doing work, i spend the rest of the time thinking...haha...i cried cause i felt so so so guilty towards ty and minmin for abandoning them, for not being able to spend time with them, for not being able to bond the freshies together just like wat jono had done for us...towards the last few days, it became quite bad that i tend to get the "wanna-cry" feeling when i see ty, junmin or tila...haha...even though i've got nothing to do with tila being best og, i felt really proud when i heard the announcement that tila was best og for tigara! its something which sagira have always wanted to have, yes we can do without it, in fact jono never wanted us to fight for best og or what, but still it is if a dream come true for us all...i cried when i saw the photos of blimeys and i, photos of ocom members, photos of the freshies smiling(i hope they're not faking!haha)...ocom's never been close or what, but its heartening to see that most of us can put in efforts together for this project...and i know that its more than just a work partnership, but its friendship that's been built...i spent more time working with pple whom i've already know, and i got to know pple whom i hardly know...and to see the freshies looked happy at the end of the camp, that's something which have been keeping me going...and im sure that's what blimeys have in mind too:)i cried cause i felt a tinge of sadness...i felt that this whole thing could have been better...the whole working process could have been a happier one...but nevertheless, it turned out this way...there're so many things that blimeys and i have hoped to turned out otherwise,but we were unable to do anything about it...and even up to the last day, shit happens...haha...i guess this regimental system in arts club answers the question as to why there's always an almost-new batch of of MCmembers, affiliates every term...and i felt that we sorta lost focus in this project...blimeys told me that i should not be harping on it, which i agrees...but oh wells, im someone who cares alot if not too much abt whether pple are happy even in work partnerships so...let me harp on it awhile more k? hahaha....and like i told blimeys, no one can truly understand how each and every individual of us is feeling...just like a programmer can never understand how an administrator is feeling...i can tell you that i got this and that to do, it might sound like a few items only, but there's just no way a programmer can understand, really... and its gets kinda sad when pple question the admin pple if we are even doing things or raise their eyebrows when they heard the FEW items that administrators hafta do...haha...since it is a vicious cycle of not-being-able-to-fully-understand, i say that no one just harp on this, cause we know that pple got do stuff can already:) oh wells, pple who think that they know do exist...so jy, u noe what i mean:) *grinZ*layz dun like to be a niao person, but once u're in it for a long time, u noe that u hafta to be niao to ensure that evil pple dun get away with their evil deeds...and i've always believe in "you reap what you sow" and "do not do things which you dun wan pple to do to you" so...what can i say, everything's evident on the last day:)
♥ the world will turn WILD.
9:27 AM
