Wednesday, May 03, 2006
-no life-
im sure honghong will be very hapy to read this...cause there is actually a person who had lunch in SCHOOL and heads HOME, after her last paper...haha...im quite amazed by myself too...haha..*faints*oh wells...just got nowhere in particular to go...and im so so so tired! i chldt slp last nite! despite the fact that i was veyr tired...so i just laid on bed,with my eyes closed,almost the whole nite...cant decide to go mambo or not tonight...surely sei very early given my "condition" now...but i wanna go and see lay! i never go before...haha...
im very excited abt next week:) cant wait! everyday i will just think about it...haha...but you guys dun just let me do everyth lay! somebody go chk out the insurance! somebody plan where to shop! haha...
other than this...i dun actually look forward to anything major yet...perhaps just meeting up with some of the friends that i really haben seen for a LONG time! yet a part of me is not feeling good...cause i can foresee all the clashing of meetings gatherings all over again...its not just between work and friends, but among different groups of friends too...and some times its just right after a meeting or camp,and you're really tired but you cant dun go cause im always the one who missed all these gatherings...so...ya...and the thought that i will be mentally financially challenged (not to forget time,but there's no such thing as timelly,haha) for the next few months, and the vicious cycle will start all over again...
nahs, not trying to be negative, just concerns...and different people think of different things what...oh, i dun like people to ask me if im alright when i definitely will say im alright unless im really down or its my good friends who asked me...or when i just choose to let that particular person know about something...so if i dun give GOOD answers,wells, i have the right to choose not to tell everyone everything.that's it. fullstop.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
2:38 PM
