Saturday, April 08, 2006
lousy...
ok, i've been up since 8am! on a saturday morning! can you believe it? oh blimey...i cant help it!!! i wish i can slp till at least 10am? noe wat, the early part of the day is always so hard to pass...its this period of time when most of my friends are still not awake(yes, most of my friends only wake up 11plus 12...dun deny! )...so there's no one to entertain me...watch tv?oh PLEAAAAASSSSEEEEEEEEEE...the shows are either those children kind or china or taiwan lousy shows...so...here i am, ONLINE...and yes, i usually spend my weekend mornings online...doing nothing in specific...blog surfing...ssearching for stuff to download(bad habit tt i have recently)...
have you guys read people's blogs and wish you were them? or part of what's going on in their lives?...haha...this is something that's always happening to me...maybe im someone who's not easily satisfied?...but not really leh...but honestly, i do admit that im someone who's insecure...so i can be feeling real confident at a point of time, and moments later, i just feel like digging a hole to hide myself...and i'll just keep thinking...thinking and thinking and thinking...and my bad habit during exams: watch tv!!! i watch tv not because im a tv addict leh...but because i watch to destress...i'll get more n more stressed at the thought of EXAMS...then i'll watch tv...but the more i watch, the less i study! so even more stressed!...and i've been having headaches and fainting speels very frequently...diaossssssssss...
okie...i forgot what i was gona blog about...talking to princess now!:)
anyway i stumbled upon this blog which was talking about being alone... am i someone who can be alone? yes. in fact sometimes i prefer being alone. am i anti-social? no. just that sometimes you know that its very troublesome to arrange with people. worst still, if you ask your friends and they say they cant or whatsoever, you'll feel disappointed. and some friends are always along that line, so, dun ask anymore. haha...and when you go out with your friend/s you have to consider stuff too...and blah blah blah...
i realised my entries are always kinda short...this one's rather long!:)
btw my last entry was about my dad la, not anyone else...
oh, something else which i wanan blog about...i remember when i was crying like nobody's business when my dad refuse to elt me go on a diving trip when its 2days before the trip and he said yes a long time ago...this friend told me to move out, to get away, to get my deserved freedom...then i was saying "its not so easy to do so..." and sad to say, even up till now, i still cant do it...and im regretting it now...*sigh*...
♥ the world will turn WILD.
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